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A Hard Reset
From:Liam BensonEstimated Read: 2 minNorth of Cable, WisconsinMonday, 9:32 a.m.
Dear Seek Jesus family,
If you placed an order and have been waiting, this letter is for you.
We are canceling every open order and issuing a full refund. First I will explain how your refund will work, then what went wrong, what happens next, and a final word from my heart.
I know I said this message would be out on Saturday. I spent the last few days on a quiet lake with my dad, praying and asking God to help me say this the right way.
When I took over Seek Jesus earlier this year, my heart was set on building something beautiful for Him and for you. I poured everything I had into the mission of uniting believers under one roof through this brand, the apparel, and the ambassador community.
And then, piece by piece, things started to break in ways I never saw coming.
Your Refund
If you are waiting, the only question that really matters is:
When will I get my money back?
Every open order will be refunded in full.
I am funding refunds personally while our payment processors hold our balances - more on this in a moment. We will process refunds in the order they were placed and work through them every single week until the last one is complete.
Because Shopify and our third party processor are holding a large percentage of funds for 180 days, I cannot send everything back at once with a click of a button. So I am doing the next best thing I can: continuing to work in my other businesses, generating income there, and using that money to steadily refund Seek Jesus customers while we wait for the held balances to be released. As those balances unlock, that will help us move faster and make sure everyone is made whole.
It will not be quick or simple, but the commitment is simple: every order will be refunded, even if I have to carry it on my back until the last one is paid.
What Went Wrong
Behind the scenes, two things hit us hard at the same time: our payment processors and our manufacturer.
1: Payment processors
When we took over Seek Jesus, there were already customers who had placed orders with the previous owner and still had not received their products. To protect this new chapter and make sure everything was clean, we created a brand new Shopify account and new business entities, separate from the previous ownership.
For a while, that worked, until about halfway through April when Shopify linked our new setup to the previous ownership and locked our ability to process card payments. They also held our entire balance for 180 days. That was many tens of thousands of dollars. It was not profit. It was the capital we needed to manufacture, ship, and operate.
We adapted and switched to a third party payment processor so we could keep accepting orders. For a short time, that worked, but within weeks they made the same decision. They deemed the business too risky, locked our ability to process payments, and froze all of the funds in that account as well.
On paper, it looked like there was money. In reality, almost all of our operating cash was locked in accounts we could not touch, and we had very little available to actually run the business.
2: Manufacturer failure
The final straw came from our manufacturer.
In early February, we placed a bulk order for about $50,000 worth of hoodies and sweatpants. The samples we received were solid. It looked like we were on track to get a large amount of inventory into the United States quickly so we could deliver the quality you were expecting on a reasonable timeline.
Over the next several weeks, the story kept changing. Delays in material. Issues overseas. Price and shipping increases. At first it seemed difficult but manageable, until it no longer felt right.
Eventually we learned the truth: they had gone out of business and taken our money with them.
We are fighting to get that money back. I believe we have a strong case and that it is likely we will see a refund, but that process is not quick or overnight.
Those facts are real, but they do not change this: you trusted us with your money, and we did not deliver on time. That is my responsibility, and I am treating it that way.
The Accusations
I also know there are harsher words being used right now.
I know there have been conversations accusing me of taking advantage of people, scamming, or swindling them. If you have been waiting on an order for far too long, and communication has not been what it should be, it is easy to feel like you have been played.
Not counting the tens of thousands of dollars currently held by payment processors and the $50,000 stuck with the manufacturer who went under, the business itself is in the negative by roughly $75,000. I have not profited from this in any way, and I have not paid myself from Seek Jesus. There has been no secret payday behind the scenes.
That does not erase the frustration or the waiting, and it does not erase my responsibility. But I need you to know this clearly: I would never knowingly profit off His name by harming people. That is not who I am, and it is not what this brand will ever be.
My Communication
There has also been a lack of excellent communication. You deserved more frequent updates and clearer answers.
Around the time I took over this brand, my dad’s health took a hit and I moved back home to be with my family. A lot of personal weight landed at once. That does not excuse my silence, but it does explain why I fell short. You trusted me with your money and your time, and I should have been more present and proactive in keeping you in the loop.
For that, I am sorry.
What Happens Next
I am not giving up on Seek Jesus. This is a reset, not an ending.
Before anything else, step one is simple: make things right with the people who have already ordered. That means issuing refunds, one by one if I have to, until everyone who is waiting is taken care of.
At the same time, I am working with a different manufacturer to put together a new line of products that matches the standard you deserve. The difference this time is how we operate.
One of the biggest mistakes I made was assuming I could run this brand on the same production timelines I use with my other businesses, where preorders can be fulfilled in around six weeks. In this case, that did not happen. I own that.
So I am not going to run Seek Jesus that way again.
The next chapter of this brand will be built much slower and much more carefully. I will be ordering inventory, waiting until it has physically arrived, checking it, and only then even thinking about relaunching publicly.
No more depending on best case scenarios.No more moving forward based on timelines that are not fully in our control.Slowly, carefully, and the right way.
A Final Word
On the spiritual side, this has been one of the greatest tests God has ever put in front of me.
I spent everything I had trying to make this work and will continue to do so. There were nights where it felt like everything was collapsing at once, from the finances to logistics to my family’s health. And yet, in the middle of that, He has used this to pull me closer. I have had to lean on Him in ways I never had to when things were going well.
I still believe Seek Jesus is His. I still believe He is not done with this story. This reset is not the end. It is a painful, humbling middle chapter.
If you have read this far, thank you.
I am asking for your forgiveness where I have fallen short, especially in communication and in underestimating the complexity of what we were stepping into. I am asking for your patience as we work through refunds, doing everything we can to make you whole. More than anything, I am asking for your prayers.
With love,Liam
What Happened To Your Order
By Liam BensonEstimated Read: 1 Min
I owe you the truth.
If you pre-ordered a hoodie or sweatpants, you've been waiting. And you've heard nothing. No updates. No shipping confirmation. Nothing.
That's not because we forgot about you.
Our emails weren't reaching you.
Our email system failed silently. On our end, everything looked like it was sending. It wasn't. Every update, every support reply, every follow-up. None of it reached you. We were talking, and you were hearing silence.
I know what that silence felt like. It felt like we didn't care.
That was never the case.
We tore it down and rebuilt it.
The moment we found the problem, we rebuilt the entire system from scratch. New infrastructure. New verification. A completely clean system so nothing falls through again.
Your order is still on track.
It’s not lost. The original shipping window was 4 to 8 weeks. We sent emails to keep you updated along the way, the same emails that never reached you. Your hoodie, your sweatpants, everything you ordered. It's coming.
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But I'm not going to hide behind a timeline. Silence breaks trust, even when the timeline hasn't technically been missed. I know that.
Reach out. We have something for you.
If you have any question about your order, anything at all, email us directly:
support@seekjesus.co
If you emailed us before, email us again. If we replied during the broken window, our response never reached you. This time it will. A real person. Not a help desk. Not a bot. Someone who will personally follow up with you.
You stuck with us through the silence. That deserves more than an explanation.
This brand isn't about clothing.
I didn't take over Seek Jesus to run a clothing company. I took it over because two words on a hoodie can change the direction of someone's day. Someone sees it. Someone asks about it. A conversation starts that wouldn't have happened otherwise. That's the whole point.
You believed in that enough to put your money behind it before you ever held the product. That means something. And I refuse to let this experience be the thing you remember about us.
Thank you for your patience. We're going to make this right.
With faith and gratitude,
Liam Benson Owner | Seek Jesus
Under New Management
By Liam BensonEstimated Read: 1 MinFebruary 4th, 2026Let me be honest with you from the start.
Seek Jesus has room for improvement.
Orders that never shipped. Returns that went unanswered. Refunds that never came. Emails that disappeared into the void. If you're one of the people who trusted us with your money and got burned, I want you to know something: I see you. And I'm sorry.
I didn't cause these problems. But I did just buy this company. And that means they're mine now.
So let me tell you who I am, what happened, and where we're going.
Who I Am
My name is Liam Benson. I'm 24 years old. I'm a follower of Jesus, and I've spent the last several years building businesses that I believe in.
When I first came across Seek Jesus, I didn't see a broken company. I saw where I wanted to pour the next decade of my life.
I saw a brand that had connected with people in a way that most brands only dream of. Hundreds of thousands of people who wanted to be part of something. People who wanted to share their faith through what they wear. People who got genuinely excited about representing Jesus.
That kind of connection is rare. That kind of energy is rare. And I knew I had the skill sets to take what was built and make it into something extraordinary.
Romans 12:6 says, "We have different gifts, according to the grace given to each of us. If your gift is prophesying, then prophesy in accordance with your faith."
I believe we're called to use our gifts in accordance with our faith. Building brands, rallying people around a mission, scaling something from the ground up. Those are my gifts. And this is where I'm supposed to use them.
What Went Wrong
I want to be transparent about the situation I inherited.
The previous ownership struggled to keep up with demand. Systems broke down. Customer service fell apart. Thousands of ambassador applications sat untouched. People who placed orders waited weeks, then months, then gave up.
The trust that was built over years eroded quickly.
I'm not here to make excuses for any of that. I'm here to fix it.
The Plan
We have an incredible plan in place to make things right.
First, we're working through every single outstanding customer service issue. Returns. Exchanges. Refunds. If you've been waiting, your wait is almost over. We're handling it.
Second, we're relaunching the Ambassador program in a major way.
(By the way, if you're an ambassador join the new community here: https://discord.gg/seekjesus)
There are over 335,000 people who applied to become ambassadors and never heard back. That number still blows my mind. These are people who wanted to represent this brand, share the Gospel through what they wear, and be part of something bigger than themselves.
We're going to take care of you. Every single one of you.
The Team
I'm not doing this alone.
The team I'm assembling is truly incredible. These are people who have built brands from the ground up, scaled companies to eight figures, and most importantly, share the same heart for this mission.
You're going to be seeing a lot of us very soon. Videos. Content. Behind the scenes. We want you to know who we are, how we think, and what we're building. No corporate walls. No polished PR speak. Just real people doing real work for a mission we believe in.
If you're incredibly talented - reach out to us on IG because we ARE hiring.
The Mission
At the end of the day, this is about one thing: seeking Jesus.
That's it. That's the mission. Everything else is just the vehicle.
The clothes. The ambassadors. The content. The community. All of it exists to point people to Jesus.
I didn't buy Seek Jesus to flip it. I didn't buy it for a quick profit. I bought it because I believe it can be one of the most powerful faith-based brands in the world. And I believe the people who have been waiting on the sidelines deserve a chance to be part of that.
What I'm Asking From You
Patience.
That's it. Just a little patience.
We're moving fast, but doing things right takes time. If you're waiting on a refund or a return, it's coming. If you applied to be an ambassador years ago and never heard back, we're coming for you too.
Stick with us. Watch what we're building. And when the time comes, I hope you'll join us.
This is a new chapter for Seek Jesus. And I'm grateful you're here for it.
With faith and gratitude,
Liam BensonOwner | Seek Jesus